Chapter 4: The Children of Joseph
There was laughter. A dove flew in the
air and settled on the shoulder of a young boy. A 20-something Sit'aman laughed
as she lifted the boy in the air. As the pigeon struggled to balance itself on
top of the rising boy, it decided to perch on her shoulders instead.
"Oh my God... She is so..." Tears filled
Emmanuel's eyes, "Young?" Enoch asked. Emmanuel nodded, holding back his tears
as hard as he could.
"She is happy." Emmanuel said as he
turned towards his mentor: "But. I don't understand it, rabbi. She did not
believe in a supreme creator, she always worshipped Amen-Re and the Council of
Gods, she was an Egyptian!" Emmanuel lamented.
"Did she do that, Emmanuel? Did she tell
you that it was what she did?" Enoch asked. Emmanuel stuttered: "I don't know."
Enoch: "Neither do I. In fact, she might
have been an avid idol worshipper, but she might've also done so much good in
the world that her idolatry balanced with her good. That is why The Eternal
Energy is the only judge. Mind you, most mothers gain priority access to the
Upper Repository because of the extra selflessness they put into their children.
One thing's for certain though, she believed in a heaven that is why she is
here..."
"Who is he?" Emmanuel interrupted.
"The boy?" Enoch asked, looking towards
the direction that Emmanuel was facing. "In the Upper Repository," Enoch
explained "You are obliged the things that you loved in your life. In her case,
she loved children, and she got her wish." Emmanuel exhaled but stopped halfway:
"She died when I was six. Do you think that is why she didn't wish me as her
son?"
Enoch sighed and didn't reply.
They watched the two play.
Finally, Enoch pat Emmanuel on the back. "Let's go, Emmanuel."
They started to walk away.
An angry voice shouted: "You came all
the way here and didn't even bother saying hello to me?" Emmanuel turned around.
He didn't know what to say.
The beautiful woman walked towards him
and stood a foot away from him. She had an angry frown on her face, she looked
like she was about to slap him.
"I..." Emmanuel stuttered. The woman
hugged him so hard he thought his bones (if angels had any) would get crushed.
"An angel! Look at you!" She smiled at him.
Emmanuel stuttered: "I… I didn't think,
you...." She frowned: "What? Recognize you? Or Love you? Of course I did!" She
smiled that soft smile that Emmanuel always knew and they gazed into each
other's eyes as if it was the first time in a thousand years that they have been
reunited.
"Come let me show you something." She
said finally.
As they saw the city gates in the
distance, the smell of olives instantly hit Emmanuel’s nose.
Enoch, Emmanuel and Sit'aman walked through the city of
Some even had forests of trees, some had
gigantic water pots with bright lotus plants towering from their centers, but
every one of those homes looked different, as if accentuating the personalities
of those who resided in them.
As for the residents, there were many
men and women, some clad in white robes, some clad in black cloaks. Some had
strange flailing hair, some were hard to recognize as men or women, some had
strange metal rings on their eyebrows and lips; they seemed like odd tribal
symbols.
Emmanuel thought that he would only see
only one standard of people. An "archetype". Instead, he saw thousands of
different combinations of all human races. Actually, here, no one could tell the
difference from one another by looking at their clothes, skin color or
accessories worn, rather they differentiated each other by personality and how
much one glowed with love from within.
As they walked towards the center of the
city, Emmanuel noted that in the distance there was a circular pad in the sky on
which several old and young men and women sat around and discussed things, it
looked like a forum of some sort. In the background or in front of them (it was
hard to tell from that angle) he saw a gigantic tree that seemed to
unrealistically be of an extremely thick girth, that didn’t make sense because
its width was longer than the width of the city, yet it seemed to visually
occupy the width of the forum!!
The people below the sky pad looked on
to the forum with resolute silence and admiration, listening to the discussions.
"Those," Enoch pointed towards the forum
as he noticed Emmanuel's quizzing look, "Are the people blessed to have the Holy
Spirit of Gabriel with them when they were on Earth, well, with the exception of
prophets of course."
Enoch continued: "They are thinkers,
scholars, poets, artists, scientists and many others. They actually reside in
the Second Heaven in a city called Sophia, but sometimes come down here to share
Universal Knowledge, or just bicker about wisdom with the Edenimians."
Enoch pointed at one of them, he had
thick curly black hair and wandering dark eyes: "Michelangelo Buonarroti. He is
the current Fraternal Elder. Well, his arch-psyche would exist before your own
time actually, so you wouldn't know him."
Enoch thought for a moment, trying to
remember the names of those he could recognize then pointed at someone else:
"That’s Xenophanes over there. My mentor, a former angel known as Raziel was his
mentor as well and he was one of the first to use the arch-science to attempt to
prove the existence of the Eternal Energy."
Emmanuel looked at him quizzically:
"What sort of science would prove the existence of God?"
Enoch looked at him with a frown,
thinking he would figure that one out on his own: "Philosophy, my brother. It is
the one science that the demons truly tried to eradicate. The first Sophists
suffered greatly under the philosophical inquisitions, and one of the other
greats, standing there in the corner alone, his name is Socrates. He too, was
killed by the poisons of the forces of evil, his name I shall never forget, a
Satan named Locan from the tribe Eljenn. Remember that name." Enoch looked at
him then sighed: "Never mind, forget I just said that."
As they walked away, Socrates, noticing
Emmanuel from the corner of his eye looked back at Emmanuel and motioned for him
to come with a commanding "You there!"
Emmanuel looked around as if unsure of
whether it was himself that was being called.
Enoch stopped: "What is it?" He
asked.
Emmanuel walked towards the forum, still
a little befuddled. Socrates floated forward and descended his platform and
stopped a few feet away from him.
"You are no angel." Socrates declared
with confidence.
Emmanuel nodded: "I am human actually."
Socrates smiled and gave Emmanuel a hug: "Good. Finally someone who will listen.
Bureaucracy will be the destruction of the universe!" Emmanuel wondered if that
was a joke, it certainly sounded like it was intended to be.
"Listen. Democracy is NOT the answer.
None of these idiots will listen!" Emmanuel looked at Enoch with a puzzled look.
Why was he talking to him about politics? And why was he throwing insults? Was
that even allowed in heaven?
"You tell me, why would a charismatic
royal idiot be chosen rather than a poor wise hermit? Which among the two could
serve as a better and more just ruler?"
Emmanuel shook his head: "The hermit I
suppose." Socrates nodded: "Right! If the criterion for becoming elected was
popularity rather than knowledge, then God help your country-men, even the
greatest forum cannot help such a nation! Therefore, young one, the rule must be
held in the hands of the Sophists and the successors be chosen by a vote of the
Sophists themselves!"
Plato shouted from the sky pad: "My
brother! That will never work! The citizens MUST be appeased otherwise there
will be a revolution! It is inevitable! My case still stands, Timocracy is the
answer!"
Socrates shook his fists in the air: "If
we were back on Earth, old friend, I would strangle you with my bare hands!!!"
Michaelangelo tried warily to calm the
up-heaving forum; it looked as if this wasn’t the first time that he had to cope
with it.
Plato now approached the two and pushed
Socrates playfully out of the way. "You need to tell your people," He started,
pointing at Emmanuel as a father points at his child when wanting to teach
something that in his opinion would be crucial. "That God isn’t a person that
just sits in heaven and waits for people to worship him," Plato spoke. "He is
like the sun, he spreads his lights and it removes the darkness of ignorance,
and replaces it with the light of knowledge. It is your predilection on whether
to rollick in the sunlight or despond in the darkness. But if you choose to
rollick in the sunlight, you will be enlightened. So good and evil are just an
enlivening way of saying Knowledge and Ignorance. That’s why during our lives on
Earth, none of us believed in Heaven, only Wisdom. So we sit in the Library;
that is our home." Plato said with a serious, deeply thoughtful look.
Emmanuel couldn’t help but feel a great
sense of admiration towards these two Sophists now that they’ve spoken to
him.
Plato floated back to the forum and
Socrates followed, nodding and mumbling to each other, finally in agreement of
something.
Socrates laughed as he aerially walked
towards the sky pad but pointed a finger towards Emmanuel: "Listen to no one but
yourself, sad one. You have the keys."
With those words, Emmanuel realized that
Socrates picked him out because, quite simply, everyone else was smiling. He was
the only person in Edenim with an unhappy face!
Sit'aman grabbed Emmanuel's hands and
led him away: "Don't pay attention to that old fool; he spent all his time on
earth thinking, that's why he has lost his mind."
Enoch laughed.
"I heard that, Sit'aman!" Socrates
shouted with a grimace, "You can forget getting that special pass to Sophia now!
I won't let you in!"
Sit'aman and the forum burst out
laughing.
"What Library was Plato talking about?"
Emmanuel asked, turning around at Enoch and a bit annoyed that he couldn’t see
any such buildings nearby.
"There!" Enoch said, pointing towards
the forum. Emmanuel nodded, not really understanding why they would call the
forum a library and just walked on.
As Emmanuel walked, he felt a
rejuvenating feeling inside him, it told him to let go of his bindings and be
free to express his emotions of love and care. He wanted to sing his feelings,
after all, everything was so bright and perfect, and why wouldn't he be happy??
But he wasn’t. He sighed instead. Maybe this wasn't his place. The day that he
sings here, that is when he’ll know that he actually belongs here.
"There!" Sit'aman pointed towards a
massive cistern that was surrounded by ivory stairs. Its size was as large as
fifteen alpha pyramids. As they walked up the stairs, he noticed that the water
that was contained therein was golden-colored.
Several people sat on the edges and
played with the water, others (they seemed like couples in love) walked on the
water, holding their hands, enjoying the serenity of the beautiful calm waters.
And in the middle of the cistern was a single beautiful lotus plant protruding
outwards majestically with its dozen-or-so long petals. Emmanuel looked at it
with admiration.
Enoch smiled, seemingly looking at the
same thing that Emmanuel was: "The first time I looked at it, I saw a temple
column protruding from the center of the water." Emmanuel looked at Enoch with a
nod.
"Then I realized it is actually a fountain. It is an object that shoots water in the air and at the top, comes back down, forming a top that looks similar to a column’s capital." Emmanuel looked back towards the center of the cistern and the image of the lotus morphed into the image of a "fountain" its waters shot upwards and came back down with its golden waters exactly as Enoch described it.
"Of course, I didn't know what a
fountain was back then, and since you were brought up in the desert, neither did
you." Emmanuel turned around and tried to look back into those gardens. Sure
enough, those big water pots with lotus plants in them were in fact, fountains,
only he hadn’t realized it.
"Why didn't I see it for what it was?"
Emmanuel asked. It was an innocent question for a newcomer to this alternate
level of reality.
"You did, Emmanuel. You need to let go
of your attachment to perceiving things for what they are. One thing can be many
things but seen by different people as different things depending on personal
preferences and experiences. In the words of the Sophist Richard Avedon, "Every
picture is accurate; none of them is the truth.", therefore, perception in this
reality is unimportant, only essence is."
Emmanuel looked at Enoch with a sudden
insight then looked back towards the Sophists’ forum. Enoch wasn’t pointing
towards the forum, he was pointing at the tree! In fact, the tree wasn’t there
anymore, it was a gigantic castle. Emmanuel could see that it sat in the
distance, probably a few miles outside of Edenim towards the East. Emmanuel
stood there staring in sheer disbelief at its enormousness.
Enoch approached with a smile. "I
apologize about that as well. You get so used to seeing it that you forget that
newcomers can only see it as the Tree of Knowledge. You saw a tree because you
were looking through the walls of the library and seeing the thousands of
branches, or wings of the library. The leaves that you saw on the tree were the
books that were contained in those wings. One Sophist gave it the name "Library
of Babel" and that name stuck. It is actually located in the second level of
heaven, but it is so large that it manifests itself here as well, only by sight
though.
"What is it a library of?" Emmanuel
asked, trying to figure out how wide the building was but realizing that it
extended beyond the horizon. It couldn’t possibly be only a library!
"Well. Every book, scroll and stone
tablet ever written in existence," Enoch said with an assiduous nod, "Every
painting, every theory, every song, every poem, every mantra, every verse, every
sonnet and every story; even those that only went as far as an idea and was
never given the opportunity to be written down. And it contains the analyses,
criticism and commentary on each one, and the commentaries of the commentaries."
Enoch explained with a monotone. It sounded like he was saying it for the
hundredth time or so.
Emmanuel shook his head in disbelief as
this new piece of information sank in. There’s more to this "Upper Repository"
than he ever imagined, he thought to himself.
They walked towards Sit'aman.
Sit'aman sat by the edge of the cistern,
the two men turned at her as she spoke: "Originally, this cistern was a gift to
the last prophet. He resides in the Third Heaven now. But he decided to donate
it to Edenim so that all of us can use it equally; he truly is The Blessed."
She played with the water as she sat.
Against the surface of the water, a picture formed. It was the picture of a
young man who was fencing with his life long friend Minios.
"You are right," Sit'aman said. "I was
angry; when you were born, you left a small scar inside me, and I bled, slowly,
over the years. I hated you for it, very much. My husband, a Hebrew, was killed
during his slavery and that made it harder for me to raise you on my own."
She sighed as she looked around: "You
know, he was nowhere to be found here. Ironic, since he is the one who taught me
about the God of Joseph and Abraham and that to worship him truly was not to pay
soul-less lip service, but to love everyone else, because loving His children,
is loving Him... I later found out that he was in fact a hypocrite; he cunningly
worshipped the idol Amen-Re, so that the Egyptian officers could reward him with
a few silver coins every day. Had I known, I would've thrown the coins back in
his face."
She sighed, "Anyway. The only thing that
appeased me after the long painful days is that at night, after asking God to
forgive me for hating you... I prayed that you'd grow up to be intelligent,
blessed with divine knowledge and strength..." She filled her hands with the
water and drank it. "So sweet." She said.
Emmanuel: "And after you died..."
"My death was not in vain," She
declared. "I learnt here from Enoch." She pointed at Enoch with a grateful
smile. "That I got what I wished for, that is why I died."
"What?!" Emmanuel asked.
Enoch sighed: "It is very complicated to
understand, Emmanuel... But simply put, her prayer was so powerful that to her,
it meant that she wanted it to be fulfilled no matter what the cost. It was her
life as the cost, because when she died from her hemorrhaging and you had no
more parents or next of kin to care of you, Egyptian law required you to be
taken into the care of the Palace, in this case, Amarna, where you met Minios
and were thus able to acquire wisdom and strength from him, himself a priest of
Amen-Re in training."
Emmanuel shook his head with utter
disbelief: "What kind of cost is that? It doesn't make sense! She DIED so I can
gain strength and wisdom?! In return for growing up without a blood mother?! I
suffered because of that!"
Enoch sighed: "My brother, no one said
life was easy. Neither is death." Sit'aman smiled and held Emmanuel's hand.
"Look at you now, an angel! I recognized you from your eyes, Manuel."
Enoch sighed: "Well I'll leave the two
of you alone for...."
Emmanuel grabbed Enoch by the shoulder.
"No."
Sit'aman blinked. Emmanuel shook his
head as he looked to the ground: "No, I think I am done here. I have seen
enough." He walked away.
Sit'aman stood there... And suddenly, as
hard as dropping a glass vase to the floor, her heart dropped, and a sad tear
formed.
"You did this?" He asked Enoch with a
clearly angry voice. Enoch shook his head: "It doesn’t matter who did it. It is
what she wanted, Emmanuel, let go of your simple three dimensional thinking and
think in terms of time as a whole rather than a one-directional line. It was
inevitable because it was the best for everyone involved!"
"Not to her!" Emmanuel shouted. "She barely had time to enjoy life! What was the point of taking her through all of that?!"
Enoch looked at Emmanuel with a sigh and
wished that he would smarten up.
There was an awkward silence for a few
minutes.
"I need to see her, Enoch..." Emmanuel
said, finally. "But... I am afraid that I know her fate."
Enoch nodded: "No one knew why you were
killed. Two years later and after falling into serious depression, your wife
poured poison into a cup, drank it and died." Emmanuel covered his face with
hands.
"Damn it!" He shouted.
Several people turned around and looked
at the angel and the old man with confused looks.
"That is suicide. And those people end
up in Limbo for ever." Enoch said.
Emmanuel: "I know this might sound
unusual but is there any price I can pay to get her to come here, to be
forgiven? I don't care if you have to rip me out of existence!"
Enoch shook his head: "I am afraid not.
The only being capable of forgiving people is The Eternal Energy, but it has
already been decreed that she be tormented for ever. If there ever was a
recluse, then it would've already happened and I am afraid, it hasn't."
Emmanuel cried.
Enoch: "Do you still wish to see
her?"
"Yes." Emmanuel said. "If I am to make a
choice, I would have to see her."
Enoch: "Well, I cannot come with you
then. My angelic form cannot go into the lower negative frequencies, only you in
your demonic form can. I shall be here if you need me."
With those last words, he disappeared, everything disappeared. It seemed that Emmanuel was falling through a dark hole, the darkness engulfed his eyes. And everything was gone.